Reason Not To've Died Yet, And To Go On Living....
Philosophy, politics, entertainment. Art, music, poetry, science. Macrocosm, microcosm.
By "waking dreams" I mean dreams that I have just before I wake up, and just as I'm waking, so that I remember them, in all their curious detail, for the rest of the day--and sometimes longer. This morning's wake-up dream: I was in Brazil--Southern Brazil, judging by the delicious temperate climate--living with a large upper middle-class family, learning Brazilian Portuguese by total immersion; joining the family on delightful excursions, wonderful neighbourhood parties...Effortlessly, I was learning to dance the Samba, and joining in the singing....But I kept missing things people were saying; such that I hurried first thing to my computer as soon as my eyes were open, to find the Brazilian Portuguese language tutorials, dictionaries, and grammars--to see if I really had been conjugating irregular Portuguese verbs in my sleep.
Weel, 'twas but a step back from the twin flowering of gorgeous Mississippi River side-wheeler steamboats, and lovely, impossible clipper ships in the 1850's, to the justly and curiously named "Baltimore clippers"--and rumors of American blockade-running in the War of 1812--and Lo! The whole incredible, true, wholly improbable and utterly factual history of American smuggling and privateering--and the consequent superiority of American ship-building and navigational and ship-sailing skills--came tumbling out of the Closet of History like an avalanche, stunning, thunder-striking, and overwhelming me. ¿Who knew?
The biggest shock to me in reading about those seraphically beautiful "extreme clippers" is how extremely evanescent they were in character. "Planned obsolescence" doesn't begin to describe those ships--"Made to self-destruct" is more like it. Most revealing maybe is the construction of the masts. I had thought that masts would have to have been formed of very tall, straight single trees, like the "Norwegian spruce" I think it is Milton mentions as being suitable for a "lofty Amiral." But no. Masts were made in three sections, fidded together with iron "fids"--immense, clumsy tinker toys--and they were meant to come apart under stress--rather than tear the whole ship up, apparently....
My long silence has been fruitful. Today, with little or no thought of blogging about it, I began reading Carl C. Cutler's Greyhounds of the Sea (all about Clipper Ships) and David W. Shaw's Flying Cloud: The true story of America's most famous Clipper Ship and the Woman who guided her (that woman being, as I happen to know, the Captain Josiah Creesy's wife, Eleanor), and I finished reading Colette's Naissance du Jour. And in amongst it all I paid no less than $200 to register as a Medical Marijuana user, in the expectation of receiving, 45 days hence, my Medical Marijuana user and grower's card. Last night, for the first time, I read a new translation of the stunningly homo-erotic Gilgamesh. Since the first of last month, I have had my teeth X-rayed and cleaned at the University of Hawaii Dental Clinic; and last week I had all my cavities filled and fallen-out fillings replaced by a reassuringly competent young (40-year-old) dentist. Over the last couple of months, I have read, in due and disappointing succession, Derek Bickerton's Bastard Tongues, Language and Species, and Adam's Tongue--of my disappointment, more anon. I am also deep in Hinayana and Mahayana Buddhist Sutras, and in an old favorite of mine, the Sermons of Meister Eckhart. Milton would probably be distilling all of the foregoing into the milk of magniloquent blank verse: all I say is that I feel sort of pregnant--but with what I doubt even the great god Anu could predict. It could just be gas pains.